Hope , i trusted you and you back me down .

Waiting ...

Morning woke up , went lotone , as jingxue wanted to look up for couple rings .
i didn"t know that it will affect me so much , so wented , after that
Many things happen ba , i don"t think it concidence ba ...
wented lamsoon , played basketball and nothing esle .
Lots of thing happen recently ba , Going movie later ? i think so .
i still remember where we gone for our 1st month , nbmm ...
You don"t really have to care if i m happy or sad , the important point is
that your happy ..

You told me once that it i did thing that wrong ,
then you will go , but this time , you go without
reasons that you promised , you alway say that
you don"t trust yourself anymore , don"t have
faith to make it what in the past , but i can bring the
faith back . But then again your afaid , afaid that
i will be hurt deeply in the future , but can you predict it ?
Maybe it will be better in the future ? , i know that
you still have the feeling . me too , but you talk like
you predicted everythings in the future already ,
seeing 5 time in less then a hour , i don"t think it
concidence ? , i can"t do anything to get you back now ,
i know , because you still lieing to yourself about yours
weakness , you didn"t think of what your greatness ?
you even improved for us , to strenghted the r/s ,
and many other things .. , even thought there not
a cute voice shouting VNJA anymore , but i will wait
for the day , you can stop lieing about your weakness ,
and bring out your greatness , for now i will not
interupt your peaceful life ba , but i will be there when
you really needed me , but the word "iloveyou" will be
said to no one but you when you decide to come back .
you don"t really have to care about what life i having now ba .
i will be waiting ... the day ....

If the word "afaid" didn"t ever exsit , maybe we will be having a happy r/s now .