I feel like giving everything up ...

I get it now , thing alway turn out to be my fault , after this and after that . People alway think that they are right and blame the fault to others people . Moxinyu , you really think i'm drifting with you ? , Maybe ya , When your in bishan do you fucking think of me , and come back to chauchukang and even call me to slack for one day ? , When your back you need thing like cigg and chatting ? , who the one alway there for you ? , Sometimes i try to call , but it alway say the same fucking thing " your prepaid no money " , And i didn't even blame you , After that i came to realise , it became my fault again ? , If you really think that your way is right , then carry on ... , You can don't mind losing a friend like me , but i mind , serouisly ...
Day passes and passes , to realise 5 more days to our 1st month , And i have a feeling , it going to end already , i'm not gonna let go , but somehow , Been days seen i recive sms from you , didn't saw you . i miss yous , Badly seriously . Try to sms you , but all i recive is those kind of sian de reply , Maybe my sms don't really make you go crazy like how it go in the start . Having a urge to hug you in my arms , so tightly . Everytime i slack , there somehow a part of time , i start to think of you , think of where are you ? , You having fun ? .. What more to worry about when you stop to , But i can't stop worrying , a feeling make me carry on , i change , ya that right , i trust this reletionship more then how i trust it last time , Baby , don't worry i won't let go .. , 171009 ..
Yawnnn , Another windy day , great time to slack . Damm tired but give sms and call wake me up . No idea where i going later , was planning to meet Baby♥ today , but heard that she have class outing , so Baby have fun :) , Having chalet tomorrow , till Sunday ? , Not much money to attend the whole 3 days , so maybe going for 1 days nia . Should i call Baby go on the 2nd day to pei me ? , Think about it first ba :) . Windy now , i love it :D ! Haha , Anyone got Ft-island , love letter ? , i really want the song ! :( , Been away from this blog the past few days , no mood to post ba ! LOL , Been listenning to Ft-island "Raining" For this few days , A song that the lyric is quite meaningfull :) , Ft-island the "Don't love" Also quite meaningfull , But the song "After love and Thunder" Have a fucking sad Mv , Ohmygosh ! And missing you damm nice also , What the fuck ? i look like avertising Ft-island song here ! LOL . Must hear must hear their song hor ! Hmmmm , Think i bringing my speaker to chalet tomorrow , blast the whole sentosa , let everyone know this is where i stayiing in the chalet >:D ! LOL , this not my idea , Christopher dee ! .. Wooo , windy day make my door go bang ! and i jump because i have a shock , LAUGHOUTLOUD ! , lol lame sio , Haha , posting till here ba :D ! Byes !
Baby , ♥♥♥♥♥♥ !