Hope , i trusted you and you back me down .

i'm being hide from the true ..
till now then you guys told me .
so how do i look when i'm a fool ..
knowing nothing that you guy did .
How could i truth you guys ?
saying that its for my own good ?
I been asking myself something which i ,
don't know well . Answering myself
with those dumb answers . Thinking
that she will be fine .. , But now
i know the truth , it somehow far
away from what i have answer myself ..
So now do you really think it for my
"Own good" ?

You took me as a brother and i truth you,
But you kept the true away from me ..
Thinking that i will be sad over it .
But taking away from me ? , i think
i will feel betray by you ..
But knowing it now , i still truth you.
Use to think that there will be a little ,
faith and confidence beliving in it .
But i almost move on , and after knowing
things i being hide from , how could
i move on in peace ?
I want to say a word "sorry" to her ,
that my brother did such things ?
But i didn't have the confidence to ..
Maybe after a sorry , i can move on
peacefully ..

Things happen , and i can't deny it ..
So i truth myself to have the faith ,
in moving on even that memories will ,
visit me sometimes and make me miss you .
But things change , i should not be sad ,
over it but putting on a smile and move on
like what i alway did ! People do fall .
And being stuck and won't feel like climbing
up , Lucky i got such brothers and friends ,
who there for me when i fall , that why
i need the confidence to stand up again .
So that people around me will start smiling .
Like how i wanted it from the start .
No matter what i will move on . That why
my big name is call "VaymondNgJiaAn" !

Thanks for leaving so much nice memories for me .
If we have fate , maybe one day we will be back,
together like we use to be ♥ .

But for now , i need to move on ..
So that people around me will stop worrying for me ..

Thanks , I understand ..
Even tot i hate you for leaving me without turning back for a look , But i love you for moving on without regrets ..

I will move on too :) .