I need you , and i hope you know .

Your the one who pull me up , when i saw your smile .
And the one who breaks me down , when you drop tears by yourself .
We used to be , but now it was just a dream .
I pray there is still hope for you and me , its my fault for not cherishing .
Everyone needs a chance to prove thier worth , to change their mistakes .
But it looks like you still carry anger and hate .
What can i do , to make you trust me back .
I'm not the past me , its just that i don't get a chance to explain .
Everytime courage seeks me , you push me away .
Now that i had wait , i hope you understand and give me a chance .
Because there was never someone that was perfect in everyway .

HELLO , came to post because i'm freaking bored ! :( . But i guess i will
Enjoy tomorrow ! School for only 2 hours ! 8am to 10am and i could head ,
home to sleep for the whole day ! Yay :D ! like a good only ! Lucky ,
the bunch of friend i'm sticking in my class know how to have fun !
Otherwise i don't even feel like heading to school :o ! Studying is tiring !
And vaymond is very tiring already ! :( . Vaymond feel like texting her .
But its been so long since i text her , what if later she say , don't text me
when your bored i'm not your entertainment ! , Its not that i'm bored so
that i text her , its just that i miss her . I didn't forget her from that day when
we broke up till now . Having others was like have a sub , thinking that they
will you , but they are not . that why nothing works out . I miss you so much .
since that day . keep dreaming that i had you back , but when i wake up .
right ! It all so fuck up ! I told you i will wait so i will , i hope i could have you back .
Aghhhh , need to meet ah han at 7am tomorrow morning at sunshine .
Suddenly say breakfast and he alway bomb me in the end . Hell !
Time to go to bed , my bed suddenly turns so sexy :o ! Goodnights !