Hope , i trusted you and you back me down .

Words could hurt , but never more then what i feel inside .

Its wrong for me to say ,
i don't need that girl by my side .
i don't need that girl in my life .
i don't wanna talk it out or hold her when she cry .
i don't wanna say that she my kind .
i don't wanna say that she mine .
i don't wanna tell her that .
i love her more then life .

it's hurting so much inside ,
but i just keep on smiling outside .
i hope i know why .

And there was never this girl .
Who can make me go hurting so much .
And regret leaving so much behind .
and i hope that she still can be mine .

If giving her happiness is by letting go ,
i understand and i will .
she could move on , but i can wait .

No matter what ,
when she need someone ,
I hope i will be the one to be there for her .

I become so numb .
too numb .