Hope , i trusted you and you back me down .

All you wanted is me giving you up , i understand . I shall give up .

Hsa letter still came in the end , so between this two weeks i have to
face the facts and pay the eighty dollar fine .

Face the facts that me and her is impossible , so all she wish for is ,
me to give up so i shall give up .
Studies is failing too , i know nothing .
Forget about it , i'm good at pretending smiling ,
So i shall continue what i'm good at .
But seriously , fuck my life .
Why is everything crashing down on me .

I'm so not fine .